we all need a reason to believe.

Let’s get fucked up and die.
I’m speaking figuratively, of course.
Like the last time that I committed suicide, social suicide.

I Wanna know what it’s like to be awkward and innocent, not belligerent.
I wanna know how it feels to be useful and pertinent and have common sense.. yeah
Let me in, let me in to the club, cuz I wanna belong,
And I need to get strong, and if memory serves,
I’m addicted to words and they’re useless.

Anywhere But Here music video

fuckyeahmaydayparade:

It won’t let me embed the video on tumblr, so go to http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=63147058 to watch the video.

try embedding the vimeo one. better quality too
http://vimeo.com/6598310

a little depressed today. seems like everyone is turning on me, like they’re starting to hate me and get sick of me. maybe i shouldn’t be around for awhile..

some people need to learn how to spell

how could you be so heartless?

no pun intended. okay, alot of pun intended. check this shit out:

a NEW king of pop?! wtf. kanye west thinks he’s the new king of pop.. get a fucking life, kanye. you’re a fucking moron. i’ve always hated your personality, and now i think i will boycott your music. michael’s the king of pop.. not you.

READ THIS:

“”You know everyone loves and respects Michael but times change. It’s so sad to see Michael gone but it makes a path for a new King of Pop and I’m willing to take that on,” so he told Scrape TV.
On what makes him deserve the title, Kanye said, “There’s nobody who can match me in sales and in respect so it only makes sense for me to take over Michael’s crown and become the new King.” The rapper then added, “First there was Elvis [Presley], then there was Michael, now in the 21st century it’s Kanye’s time to rule. I have nothing but respect for Michael but someone needs to pick up where he left off and there’s nobody better than me to do that. I am the new King of Pop.”
Furthermore, Kanye reportedly has reached out to the Jackson family to obtain official permission to use the title but so far received no response from them. It is believed that the family is still mourning over Michael’s death.”

so,

it’s summer. i’ll blink a few times and it’ll be over, and i’ll be a sophomore. oh god.. school. i like going to school to see and talk to people, but the learning, the math, the listening to teachers talk for hours on end.. it gets realll tiring. and waking up at fucking 6 in the damn morning? i like summer much better. waking up at 2pm, talking on the phone and listening to music until i go to sleep at 4 in the morning. so.. relaxing.

it’s summer, and i’ve gotten.. nothing accomplished, pretty much. what i’ve been looking forward to for over a year now is in one day [considering it’s thursday now, 1. fucking. day.] warped tour. i get to see my new favorite bands— all time low, valencia and a day to remember.. and of course, my old favorites innerpartysystem and forever the sickest kids. plus a bunch more. if i see them, i’m going to throw any heavy object i can find at brokencyde, millionaires and breathe carolina.

it’s summer. i love concerts. it’s just who i am. i can’t wait for warped tour, for blink-182 with fall out boy and panic! at the disco, and i can’t wait to see the academy is with set your goals, mayday parade and 2 other shitty bands, and all time low with we the kings, hey monday and the friday night boys. so many concerts. if it were me, i would spend the rest of my life just following my favorite bands, going to their concerts every night. my dream is to be in a successful band and just tour. that probably won’t happen but it’s a dream.

it’s summer. and, it’s michigan. pours the fucking rain for 6 minutes, and then it’s completely sunshine outside. that’s our weather for you. who gives a fuck, really

it’s summer, and i don’t have that many friends. it’s been pretty slow for me, i drive a bit here and there, go to miranda’s every day, same lame curfew: 9:15.

it’s summer, and i want a job. i don’t have enough money. i’m going to spend it all on friday at warped most likely. i’ve only spent $5 the whole summer. i think that’s pretty good.

it’s summer and the only really good movies i’ve seen are the hangover, harry potter, and suprisingly “i love you beth cooper” was a really good movie.
bruno was an extreme letdown. wasn’t that funny.

it’s summer and i’ve gotten into a bunch of 2 minute fights. i get annoyed easily, and it just gets out there. i need to control my anger. especially with my family, because they aren’t two minute fights. and my family needs to stop yelling at me for random things that i didn’t even do.

it’s summer, and i still have my opinions on music. i hate most of that mainstream garbage shit the radio plays, with the occasional song here and there. in other words, cobra starship are selling out. that’s about the only band i can stand on the radio. hey, that’s probably why i have an ipod.. for my music.

it’s summer and i really don’t know what to do with myself. besides spending hours on www.absolutepunk.net, myspace, and twitter, and more recently: facebook [damn you miranda for making me use facebook… i feel empty and lonely on myspace now. :( ] oh yeah, youtube too.

it’s summer and i really need to get better at guitar. i’ve been on the radio twice this summer. just talking though. i think it’s cool. i might go into a radio career and work at a radio station. i’m going to play music I like.. not that same old nickelback & metro station garbage.

it’s summer and this blog is going nowhere. if you’re still reading it, give yourself a pat on the back, because you officially don’t have A.D.D… if it were me, i would’ve wandered to 3-4 other websites and then finished reading.

if you havent read any of the above or if you have, you probably know.. it’s summer.